I Know, I Know, But I Had To Take A Few Days Off, I'm About To Hit Crisis Mode And Just Needed To Shut Down (Emotionally) For A Few Days.
(Turtle) We Found The Turtle! & Alive! Thank Gawd Cuz Littleman & Doodlebug Would Have Had A Broken Heart.
(Family)
I Have 3 Sister's (2 Older & 1 Younger Than Me) And After My Mother Died We Made A Pact To Be Closer To Each Other Through Phone Call's Visit's, Etc (Never Happened) And They Can't Say I Didn't Try Because I Did & Honey That Phone Line Goes Both Ways. My Youngest Sister I Called And Talked To Almost Everyday And Was Much Closer To Than The Other's. Well, Now Shes Pissed Becaused I Didn't Call Her On Her Birthday. I Called The Next Day Because I Was So Busy With Dr's Appt.s And Such On Her B-day That By The Time I Remembered It Was Like 10:00pm & I Thought It Was Too Late. I Said To Myself...Well, She'll Get Over It When I Take Her Out Tommorow & Explain The Day I Had & I Was Gonna Suprise Her With Lunch & Shopping, Nail's Done Etc. Etc. But Before I Could Explain To Her Why I Didn't Call Her On Her Birthday She Told Me To Go To Hell And To Not Ever Call Her Again, I've Tried My Home Ph.# And My Cell Along With Hubby's And She's Got Them All Blocked. If She Only Knew The Crisis I'm About To Go Through She Would Understand. So I've Cut My Ties With My So-caled Family. I've Never Asked Anything Of Them & I Never Will. I Will Not Go Out Of My Way To Call, Contact, Visit Etc Anymore. I Have A Husband And 4 Beautiful Kids To Think About. I Had To Be Put On Meds When My Mom Died And Remain On Them Because Of All The Damn Drama With The Way That Was All Dealt With And Is Still Being Dealt With 2 Years Later...
(Friends)
Other Than A Few Very Good Online Friends, I Have 2 Best Friend's (My Husband & Our Best Friend) You Really Get To Know Who Your Friends & Family Are When You Need Something Like, A Shoulder To Cry On, A Buddy To Drink A Beer With, Just Somebody To Talk To Who Will Listen & Respond Honestly. Or Whatever It May Be He' Always Been There. I Know He Always Will Be Just Like We Are There For Him In The Same Way.
O.k., I Feel A Little Better....Until Tommorow
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